long time no see… I’m updating with the little time i have free while I’m researching some Bob Dylan stuff for a possible scene…these days i seem to barely have enough time to scratch myself…
Emotional update - ridin the roller coaster feelin a mixture of happiness, excitement, angst, STRESS and frustration (ride that loop a few times) overwhelmed, exausted… times all these by about 10 plus more impressive emotive words and thats me in a nutshell. Honestly I’m a physcological wreck i don’t feel like myself and the bad thing is it’s going to bottle up until the pressure is too much…
 now thats overall - only a fraction of that roller coaster is because of the ensemble… nevertheless still freaking out… if i could swear on here i would but i’d possibly get into trouble so i won’t.
I think the ensemble task in general is going slowly… there needs to be way more work contributed by EVERYONE (yes including my slack self) particularly because of the limited amount of time we have left. Our ideas are good don’t get me wrong but theres too much discussion and not enough experimenting…
I feel a little out of my comfort zone for this. I’m working with these amazing people but i feel like im not being myself im not putting myself out there and giving it all i can. at the moment i feel like we’re all a bunch of yes men agreeing with ideas because we’re all too polite to say anything else.
 newho… thats my update…i’ve laid all the cards on the table… hope to update soon…
signing off.Â
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